Kyla's Diary

Here a follow up to an entry I made earlier.

In that entry I described how much of a turn-on it is to me to be at Miss' mercy and came to the conclusion that it might be good to do other things once in a while. Things done together, without others disturbing us with it.

The last few weeks have been really lousy on that aspect. It seems as if we're always among others and therefore give each other less attention than before. That doesn't mean we love each other any less. That feeling never fades. But the longing to be at times just be together or if we are in public, to role-play together instead of with others, remains.

In general I have nice role-play in the sim we are in together. I'm not sure if Miss' has the same but in any case: What would be "nice" with the best role-players becomes "a total turn-on" if done together with Miss.

Sure, our time is less than before but we seem to waste a lot of time with less relevant things when we are together instead of concentrate on each other. The feeling I have with it is that from the 4 hours/day we spent before, we were 50% of the time only concentrating on each other. And from the 1.5 hours we are together these days, maybe half an hour is spent like that.

I can't help thinking that at times our priorities, when we are together, could be way better. If we go exploring then it is not necessary to spend half an hour dressing up and then come to the conclusion that the sim we are in is nearly empty so nobody sees us in the first place. This is a very recent example where we had a total of 90 minutes together where the first half hour was totally wasted.

This goes 2 ways and we should simply tell that to each other. At times Miss seems to have strange priorities in my eyes. At other times I have them in Miss' eyes. If the goal of the evening is to spend time role-playing then let's dress up and role-play. If the goal is to dance together then let's quickly find a place and go. If it is to spend time together looking at each others inventory then let's stand on the pose-stand and try.

In general: "Let's pick something to do... and DO it".

Love,
Kyla